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Holiday Road By: Zach Blasi

Weary.

Pressing through with the very last of my ability.
To finally understand is worth the effort.

Abused.
Battered but not beat.

Just past this next obstacle will lay the secret desires of my soul.

My journey has been long and trying but if I can just push a little longer...

Surely I can.

Anxiously I await this impending challenge.

It nourishes a deeper place inside me.

The fight.

The carnal nature of it.

The struggle against self, and all else feeds my knowledge.
The awareness that even death is life.
That no sadness was without it's happiness.
No lonliness without it's companionship.
I am here to learn and forget.
I am here to win and to lose.
I am here to love and yes...to hate.
Most of all, I am here to be me.
That is my freedom, and it is one that can never be taken from me.

This life that we live.

This isn't just a vacation.

This is survival and to survive you must face your fears head on.

I know that I'll make it.

I know that I'll make it because even if I die trying.....

Well I'll know that at the very moment that the throws of death take over my physical self....

I know that my spirit will burst forth from it's confines and that it will soar higher than the stars themselves.
In the end, I will know that this life was worth living.
And in the end, I will know happiness.
I hope you will too.


Peace